Thursday, January 17, 2008

apologies


sorry that i haven't been posting so much lately
i quit my job a little bit ago
and i have been kind of depressed
and just sitting around
on my couch
watching tv

australia

i don't want to visit australia
is that bad?

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

The Spectators

I have been trying to keep the spectators out of my area.

It's been 20 days.

It's been 20 days - counting today - without Celexa. I now notice that I become teary at times - something I haven't done for three years. Also, yesterday was weird - I was like shouting all day, not angry, just using a really loud voice and I couldn't really stop myself and at first I didn't really notice that I was doing it. Today, I made a real effort to speak quietly all day. At least the dizziness which I experienced for the first two weeks seems to be all over. And the salty taste is no longer there.....so, when will I start to lose weight? I'd love for some feedback? Anybody out there?

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Q: What have we been producing?
A: We have been producing products.