jobs for which i have an aptitude according to an online personality test

epidemiologist
clergyperson
fine artist
welder
upholsterer

Shirley MacLaine

I have just recently picked up a book that I have had for about four years, and I have just begun to read it. The book is called
"Going Within" by Shirley MacLaine. I started reading it now because I know that I am ready to do so. My soul is letting me know that now is the time to start going within for all of my questions and answers and stop going to sources outside of me. I never really trusted the answers inside of me whenever I would meditate. My belief was always that other people had the answers and that I could never have the answers that I needed. Well, I am at a point where I am starting to take more journeys inward, and I feel that I am now ready to read Shirley MacLaine's book.

shut the fuck up

shut the fuck up
shut the fuck up
shut the fuck up
mother fucker

also

if you show up there
i will cut you

flower arrangement

today i am going to make
a flower arrangement
and that is all i am going to do

spiritual something

the interior castle
and making stuff
is not leaving me with a fulfilled
feeling
i am all jacked up on something
is it an absence or a presence

they are gone

things made a kind of sense
when they were here
but i still feel fine now
that they are gone

spic and span

something's a coming
and it will be clean and cooked

payment

they have come to my door
demanding payment

some numbers and letters that might kill us

MS13
H5N1
AQI
AQC
41
43
XDRTB
IED
XOXOX

my compassion

i enfold you in my compassion
it floats above the city
it becomes a glowing white
orb
and it settles over the ocean
and when someone swims by
they feel it
as a kind of warmth

clinging

clinging to repression
how does that grab you?