apologies

sorry that i haven't been posting so much lately
i quit my job a little bit ago
and i have been kind of depressed
and just sitting around
on my couch
watching tv

australia

i don't want to visit australia
is that bad?

The Spectators

I have been trying to keep the spectators out of my area.

It's been 20 days.

It's been 20 days - counting today - without Celexa. I now notice that I become teary at times - something I haven't done for three years. Also, yesterday was weird - I was like shouting all day, not angry, just using a really loud voice and I couldn't really stop myself and at first I didn't really notice that I was doing it. Today, I made a real effort to speak quietly all day. At least the dizziness which I experienced for the first two weeks seems to be all over. And the salty taste is no longer there.....so, when will I start to lose weight? I'd love for some feedback? Anybody out there?

Q: What have we been producing?
A: We have been producing products.

i hate the dalai lama

ok so i know i mentioned
awhile ago that i told my parents
that i was like the dalai lama or something
but i really hate
the dalai lama
i think he is kind of an asshole
so i guess that i meant that i was
a good dalai lama or an ideal dalai
lama and not that retard that has
martin scorsese following him around
and also i hate martin scorsese

bad safety words

pistol
piston
autopsy
unicorn
harder

you're so vain

i bet you think
this blog is about you
don't you?
don't you?

my new band is called Disastrous Evening

the songs so far:
fake jason bateman
cop dreams
self sabotage

there may be ten thousand more where this came from

Ben Loveless sat in the darkness of his office staring at the
windowsign. The sunsign was setting. The sunlightsign was leaving the
room. The only other light created was from the end of the cigsign he
was smoking. He sat waiting in the darkness. Nudi Andersson was late,
as usual...

sampler

i am making a sampler
i will show it to you
when i'm done